found this from my old xanga profile:

Hey. I'm Mollie. I like green day (duh) and i like system of a down (duh) and i like.. Nutella. I a bunch of other stuff, too.. i just can't remember it all because it's... 1:30 AM. ever forget? it happened to me.




ahahahaaaa. 15-year-old me was sooo dumbbbb and sad. I was reading those letters from celebrities to their 16-year-old selves, and I was thinking about what I would write if i had to do that. (even though probably not enough distance has passed since then-only 5 years - but a world of difference, I hope?) I think it would go something like this: 


Seriously, chill the fuck out. Your mom loves you and wants you to be safe. People like you. The girls you've been obsessing over for too long proooobably don't like you that way because they're straight, but that's not the end of the world. People don't give a shit that you're gay, so stop angsting about it. Really, they don't. Stop being intimidated by those other girls who you think are so much cooler than you - they're really not. You have a lifetime to drink and have sex - It's not as exciting as you build it up to be, and you have a whole lifetime to drink and have sex. Plus, once you reach the legal drinking age, you won't think it's fun anymore. And you'll try pot, and realize that you hate it and that it's not exciting either, just kind of scary. 


And please, please, for the love of god, stop being so emo. 


love, 


21 year old self, with a whole NEW bundle of issues to deal with.